I sleep with dreams confused
Chaos reigns within my mind
My heart is much abused
I am my own greatest test
My thoughts are black with blame
No compassion do I feel
For this girl who holds my name
Discomfort and pressure
Have been my life for far too long
Overwhelmed I've wandered lost
Deaf to my own song
I know this weight I seem to carry
Is of my own creation
But please help me lay it in Your hands
And end this eternal stagnation
