Thursday, March 4, 2021

Motherhood

These tiny saplings in my care
The answers to my every prayer
Teaching me new things each day
Filling my life with wonder and play

Being a mother is more than it seems
It's drying tears, and supporting dreams
Giving guidance, and imposing protection
Building capacity, and comforting rejection

Learning to love oneself and grow as a person
So when they imitate you, it is your best version
Hearing the things they don't know how to say
Looking for the good in them each and every day

Motherhood can be a challenge 
Striving to keep oneself in balance
Going in circles of fear and trepidation
Not having time to find one’s foundation 

But every struggle and every worry 
Every instruction said in a hurry
Each interaction, however flawed
Is a small prayer we send to God

A prayer of love, and hope and grace
A moment of openness to God’s embrace
Beseeching His guidance, strength or endurance 
Asking for calm, insight or assurance

We reach out for help, and receive His aid
His love and energy trickle and cascade
The ocean of His mercy opens wide
As we open our hearts, He responds and provides







  


Tuesday, March 2, 2021

Searching

Losing my bearings

I wander, 

Lost, yet busy

Alone, yet surrounded

My flame flickers

Running low on oil

Running low on life

Every movement is heavy

Exhaustion weighs me down


Where is Your life giving power?

Won’t You fill me up?

Won’t You bring me back to life?

I search for You

But distracted at every turn

I lose hope of ever finding You again


Then from inside I hear,

“I’m right here, 

I always have been.

I always will be.

I am closer to you

Than your life vein. 

My light is inside you. 

Have hope.

Turn within and you will find Me.”