I feel it again, that sinking feeling in my heart
Which makes me feel like the only place I am worthy of being
is on the ground, under someone’s shoe.
That feeling, not that no one loves me,
but rather that no one should love me,
that I am such an idiot, everyone should be laughing at me and talking behind my back,
and in my mind all I can picture is this happening.
It doesn’t matter whether people are talking about me or not.
Because my mind becomes my reality and reality ceases to exist.
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